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My Plan

Rape the internet for all it's worth using secret technology, then expose the whole thing ... "for the glory" ... but I can't talk about the second part until I get done raping the internet.

I have to pretend to be a team player... and there is no "I" in team.  There is, however, a "M" and an "E" cough cough

..."how irresponsible of him to even joke like that ... this guy just doesn't get it.... we can't afford to have a lose cannon like him out there... " 

"damn, that's a gusty SOB ,... doesn't he know it's not wise to even tease like that ... if his goal is to get money, why would he be such a dumb asz"

I wonder if corporate tight asses have a sense of humor...?  Or is it only evil humor i.e. tell somebody they're fired and then tell them to 'have a nice day''...

Word of The Day

Democracy  - The thing many people in power fear....

Acceleration

All fun (outdoor hobbies) comes down to acceleration... that's the trill I seek.  Skydiving, dirtbiking, jetskiing, skiing, flying, etc etc ... the feel of acceleration is what does it.   That feeling in your gut - in control of something that's out of control.

I really need to get in shape... Before the end of the year, I want to be able to run the mile in 6 minutes, the 440 under 60 seconds, bench press 285 or more, and do a free standing backflip.

Bedding Products - Yippie

I once heard a sales pitch that went kind of like this... If you love bedding products as much as me, then this website is for you I like beds, mattress, pillows, and more ... I intend to spend the rest of my life recylcing wonderful sites like this  =)

Horoscope

The brightest lights burn out the fastest...  you're going to have a ''strange'' week.

Knowledge

There are so many things I wish I knew... for a second I thought I actually knew something... then I realized how much I don't know.

I know this is an old saying, but it's so true.   One of my goals this year is to learn a foreign language.

MidNight

I had to sign something so the doctor wouldn't put a microchip in Midnight... what is this world coming too?  Pretty soon they'll be having us ride in cars that drive themselves... ha ha ha  chew spit.

Focusing

I have a hard enough time focusing on my own because I hate my work ... if you add a fever and stomach virus to that, it's hopeless.

I'm pulling an old tatic to force myself to feel better i.e. pretend I'm not sick... I'm ''Mr. bouncy'' .... I feel no pain.

My Dog Roof ed at the Stranger

Roof roof went the dog.... here are roofs favorite roofing sites:

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discount roofing is great

Letting a Brother Go

I have a friend name Mike... he's had a life harder than anyone I have ever known.  As a kid he was abused in every way you can image.  His own mother threw boiling water on him when he was only a baby and scared 1/8 th of his body.  His dad used to beat him and more... later in his life he witnessed his father murder a man and gave him nightmares for months. 

My family took Mike in when I was very young... he became a brother to me.  After high school, Mike left for the Marine Corp. and he was gone several years.  He came back into my life a few years ago - he was honorably discharged from the Marine Corp because he developed type 1 diabetes.

Last summer, Mike fell apart and due to my unique situation, he dragged me down with him... for the first time in my life I almost lost myself.  The ultimate recipe for disaster is money, boredom, and Mike.

I've had a relationship with God my entire life, and thank God for that.... I've learned that God uses people of this world for his greater purpose - whether they realize it or not.  Last year, God lifted me out of my of seemingly endless pit of despair, and then taught me to trust him. 

I suffered, and now I am strong.  I trusted God, and now I am wise.  I have my life together and I am moving forward... but life is not always so simple.

Now I must do something that hurts me... I have to use what I learned to prevent history from repeating itself.  If I don't, I risk falling right back into the situation that can destroy me - and that is simply not an option.  I must separate myself from Mike ... he is unstable and I can't help him anymore.

This really hurts me because Mike is like my brother and he is good - he's the type that would jump on a grenade to save me.., and he's fun to hang around ... I will not write him out of my life completely, however, I must separate myself from him until he gets himself together.